Imagine you're a single man, and you're going to a party, a sort of gathering, or some new institution, and are excited about the fact that someone told you- "dude, there are gonna be a lot of hot girls there!". Stop there. What do you plan to do there? A lot of us just, look from afar, like some shy rabbits, hoping to get introduced by someone, or something like that. We might even make friends with current male friends of the women we're interested in, to get to them (many of us have been, these 'male friends' too actually, a painful position) so even though there's a certain excitement, it's a big mess. I guess one needs friends for this, ah, maybe that's what the 'dude, you gotta be my wingman' phrase is about, hmmm...shit this is all so complicated i feel like just, sitting at home and watching tv instead :-S
We hear quotations, read books, watch movies, listen to music...most of these have some lesson to teach, a social 'law' and some knowledge to impart... E.g- the quotation "everything that happens happens for good" or "an idle mind is the devil's workshop", now these two lines are just words...to live our life and take decisions according to them isn't something we're expected to do...(maybe we are by a fanatic church that probably coined the latter) also typical kid's movies with typical 'moralistic views', i still don't know why on earth we were being subject to 'extreme jealousy' due to which the evil queen wanted to kill snow white just because she was the 'fairest in the land', jealousy doesn't work like that! You'd probably bother with only those who directly affect you! Not random women roaming around in the woods! But then again, that's what i think, and it's not to be taken as a 'law' on jealousy by anybody reading...all intellectual property we encounter, stories, songs etc. Are just experiences experienced by and wisdom gained by the creators...nobody imparts anyone else's 'experiences' directly because that would be plagiarism :-P i think (and nobody else needs to think like me) that everything we know, should be gained from experience...i do write my views about a lot of topics, a lot of them are just cynical outlooks on other people's experiences, and my observations of people (that could be an occupation, "angad singh, people observer")...but they are just that, observations...we never know what's going on in the minds of the ones we observe, that's why we need to experience it...quoting quotations doesn't make you wise, living your own, simple life does...maybe slowly, but its the only thing that truly does...(and let me stress that that, is just my opinion and not a law)
of btw i was checking a certain 'sex offender' registry...it really sounds like a high respectable post! Imagine, "hi, im angad singh, sex offender" maybe a lower post would be 'sex fiend' :-P
I see myself saying things i'd rather not say, doing things i'd be better off not doing, for my own sake, nobody else's at all...but then some of these are so, liberating...that 'regret' isn't something that really strikes me at all...There's no one in the world that 'will not listen to anyone', we all listen, when somebody really cares for, and matters to us. But most of the time, even after growing up and supposedly learning so many things, roaming around by yourself, you're just another lost soul...with no idea what to do next...it's awfully depressing, not only because of the loneliness, also because of the directionlessness of it all...being 'free in the city' is no fun, you have to plan out things to do, just to maintain some sanity...i guess, i generally like my solitude (im still discovering stuff about myself everyday that, to a certain extent, contradicts all my previous beliefs) , but only if i have some kind of routine, because whatever your routine, you'll encounter enough social interaction to be able to live without it during the rest of the day...so if you're going to college, you'll meet enough people during classes to even feel like running off home by yourself, cooking yourself a meal and running out for a nice movie, all by yourself...but getting up, and...well, doing just that 'regularly', and not even at around a particular time...and then doing some weird irregular 'filler' stuff, and going back to sleep...gets on my nerves. I'd rather have a routine than complete freedom to do, 'nothing'... because after some time, things lose their appeal...im not 'anti-social', just picky...i wish i could get some part time job as a, waiter or something, just to be able to meet people and be polite to them or something...ok that's a bit off topic, but it crossed my mind and i had to stuff it in :-P i miss the company of, polite, older people...it's like im craving, 'class' (not the educational kind, the attribute, i think, the 'he's got class' kind). Currently i feel like a fruit fly with no fruit to fly towards...<< inspired by 'fruit fly' by 'nada surf', currently listening...
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Testing shit, if this works, this is my camera case with an apple sticker :)
